In real life I obviously don’t want a gangbang or hookups. But if I get raped in a lucid dream it makes me feel wanted? And I don’t feel guilty about 100 dicks in my that aren’t my husband because it was rape and not my fault and he rescues me in the end. In real life I only wanna have sex with one person ever.
Yes, there is gagging and tying up in the forced gangbang scenarios. And start recording, and someone gets a nice close video of Levi’s dick pounding my pussy, as I go “ you guys are jerks!”(remember, I’m playing along, I love this.) And then there’s cheering “ fuck her harder!” And Levi goes “ SHE’LL BE PREGNANT BY THE END OF THIS!” Then he cums and someone has to ask “ so… are you guys having a boy or a girl?” If it’s not me getting caught getting pregnant in public, it’s getting gangbanged or publicly humiliated gangbanged by criminals until my husband rescues me. Like I allowed phones in my weird AOT lucid dreaming realm. And the “worse” it gets the more I enjoy it. I enjoy getting caught by others and I play along acting like “ oh my god! No what are you doing here!?” And Levi doesn’t care that his cadets and comrades see us and continues to fuck me so hard. And when the sex is in a public place, I like to have all my clothes ripped off me completely naked while Levi is still fully clothed. And I get a big rush from getting caught. And since I said we have sex wherever, that includes outdoors in public where we can get caught. I enjoy giving into submission ( wow I did not mean for this to rhyme lol). I like him just fucking me whenever he wants wherever he wants without me properly giving him permission. Since this is all in my lucid realm I thought of pretty nasty was to do the “nasty.” And I think since this is still literally a dream there is a significance behind this. So more or less I guess I can truly say I lost my virginity on wedding night ……to Levi Ackerman ??♀️. Real men suck and my only love is frickin Levi Ackerman ??♀️✨. So I thought why don’t I try it in a lucid dream… With my anime husband ????. I’m in my 20s and I haven’t had real life sex yet for many reasons. I want her to abuse me to extremes not thought would be possible I want her to look at me in such a way as if I'm a social reject, like a FUCKING disgrace and I also want her to often tell me that I'm a degen too and that I should just kill myself. I want her to tell me that it would have been better for me to die and then punch me in the face when I am about to go to work. I want her to kick me in the stomach until I cough up blood and then tell me that I'm a pathetic loser when I try to get up from the floor. I want her to force me into doing sex like legit hold me down, tie me down a chair and then uk do the 'procedures'.
I want her to hold me down so that I can't move and then kiss me until I suffocate. In the bed, I want her to be the person to make the first move. I want it such that she asks me to lick her feet and then when I try to do so, she tells me that I'm a creep and kicks me in the face.